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Dear diary,

I have a GEPT test in June, so I have to pratice my English writing sometimes.

Because if my students find out their teacher failed on the GEPT test they will laugh at me,

and I don't want that happened.

It's been a while since last time I use English to write a letter.

The reason I didn't do it more often, it's because I'm afraid nobody can understand me,

besides when I saw somebody using English to write on Facebook I always think they are pretending to be smart.

I find it is very annoying, that's the reason why I don't do it more often.

So as I was saying maybe twice a week I'll use English to write something. 

To practice my English. 

Recently I find my job is very frustrating my boss doesn't appreciate what I do. 

And my collgues think I'm an idiot.

There are so many things to do to be a teacher. It's so DAMN hard to remeber all the things I have to do.

I don't know how to memorize all the things I need to do.

Moreover why is there always so many fucking things I need to do?

It's like when you almost finish one thing another thing pops out.

Like there is no fucking end.

Forgive me for using the F words it's so stressful lately...........